Anyway, things here are going good. We're in Port Huron, which I'm loving a whole lot. We finally got our internet, phone, and cable hooked up today. God, I missed having internet. Three months without it and tv... and phone? I was going out of my mind. People who say they aren't technology driven... I'm convinced their lying. I'm loving the new house. The kids are happy. It feels like things are finally falling into place. After so much shit going bad for us, it's finally going up. It's going great. I haven't felt like this in a while, and it's a wonderful feeling.
College is on the horizon. I'm nervous as hell. It's been four years since I left high school, and I'll be starting all over again? I haven't even figured out what I want to do for a major. I just want a set career. I want to not be BELOW the poverty line anymore. I mean, we make twelve thousand a year, at best. We're broker than broke. I want something that'll last and pay good. I want to be able to put my kids through college and give them opportunities that I never have. Basically what every parent wants, right? Well, the time is coming, and I want to put my head between my legs and disappear whenever I think about it. It's scary, but necessary. I'm partly convinced it'll be okay when I finally get around to starting it all. Oh, and Junior will be starting school in September. THats even more terrifying. I'm sending my baby out into the world for the first time, and whenver I think about it, I start hyperventillating. Being a mommy shouldn't be this scary!
That's the sum of things, really. I'm sure there's more I'll blog about later, but you're pretty much caught up.
Write again soon :)